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Sunday, Mar. 06, 2005 : 9:29 pm
miscarriage and pain
God I can't believe that I haven't written since christmas. That's crazy long. I am tryiing to get a better job which is the ongoing trend with us walmart employees. We always think it's a temporary thing and then get stuck in the rut of it and ten years later have a damn ten year pin on our ugly fuckin' blue vests. I have 2 year pin. and I ain't hoping to make it any more. SO pray that I get the job that I am going for. Its for dispatching for the UTMB dept. (police) and it starts at 13 to 14 bucks an hour. So that would be great. I was pregnant and had a miscarriage. It was so awful. Not going to dwell on it. I'll get on birthcontrol and try again in a year or so. I was about 8-12 weeks along. First trimester so they say that something was wrong with the baby and that it was mother natures way. Still doesn't help me much. I am mostly alright about it exept that it bothers me when I see pregnant women and gorgeous babies and when people say something about how far along am I now and stuff so. Oh and I am not friends with Jeri. She is a backstabber. When it happened she went and told fuckin' everybody in the damn store about it. Not to mention one of my friends that doesn't even work there. And she called me a bad mom. I am just glad that she's out for another 8 weeks. Due to hernia operation that she needs. Can a person have more than on hernia? Gotta go.
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