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Saturday, Jul. 10, 2004 : 6:25 pm
HIP-HOP, HIP HOP ANONYMOUS??
Gosh I don't know exactly how long it has been since I've written. Quite a while I guess. Still at Gay Mart and Loving every loathesome minute of it. I babysat my nephew for a week after my sisters wedding and I drove up to austin with him and let him play with my nephews there and had fun. i am worried about my sister. she really has a Poker addiction. she sneaks in and out of the house to go and play until like 6am and her husband catches her sneaking home and she will be all tired and shit. then he's got an addiction...its not drugs and/or drinking and they are really hitting a horrible patch in their marriage. they have 3 kids. 8, 6 and 4. and they argue a lot and the kids know something is wrong. she gave him the wedding ring back. they have been married for nine years and together for ten. its scary. its the one constant since I was 14 and its weird to think of them not being together. I love Ed. he's my family now and has been for a long time. I'd be real upset. He's the best and I mean the best father in the world. He won a contest on fathers day for it. ANYWAYS!!! My daughter is fully potty trained. I only make her wear a pull up if we're on a long trip. and even then I pull over and make sure she has to pee. she is soooo beautiful. I tell you what parenting really does, no bullshit change your life forever. There are still moments where I want to be left the hell alone, but they are diminishing and getting to where I only really crave he privacy when taking a shit and starts to bang on the door and wanting to come in or opening the door when company is over. that is embarassing. LET ME TELL YOU!! I remember reading on ANENIGMA.diaryland.com her sayiing a similiar thing a long time ago. I think it was like 2 years ago. I don't know and I remember laughing thinking it was something you could just train your kids to not do and it just simply isn't the case. they do shit anyway. It doesn't fuckin' matter if you tell them no. I have crayon marked walls to prove they don't listen to shit. I beat her ass and everything and she just cried and did it again the next day. And let me tell you. All you straight women and gay men need to watch love actually. there is the most exquisite looking man in the movie. He plays the guy Karl that this chick (quite ugly) is in love with and I tell you it was almost like watching porno. SERIOUSLY!! and he was also in Charlie's Angel's FULL THROTTLE. He was the guy that is the assasin on the surf board in red shorts. The one that Drew Barrymore says that must really bad because she always falls for the bad guys?! Yeah . I almost died. HOTTIE McBODY. If my husband gave two shits about tryiing to impress me or other people more, he's sooo pretty that he could have that effect on me and other women as well. BUT HE DOESN'T CARE. So I am left holding the short end of the stick, which when talking about him isn't that short, Just for your information...I am blessed. On the inside if you know what I mean!!! Hahahahahaha...that was gross and TMI I apologize. Won't happen again. Sorry. Ok. gotta read everybody else's diaries now. somebody email me. I get bored with advertisements!!
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