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Friday, Nov. 29, 2002 : 9:56 pm
Back with a vengence...
I am so happy with being a mom and a wife. It's tryiing sometimes because it can be stressful since I am staying at home with our daughter right now (currently looking for work) and I am going to be going back to school on the 3rd of December. I only have 3 prerequisite classes to get out of the way and then I have only 2 years in a nursing program and then I have my RN degree. I am so excited. I am going to get my midwifery license after that. I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!Justen and I haven't been getting along completely lately but it's getting somewhat better. Somewhat...if you can call it that. He is tryiing to not be such a paranoid freak of nature but sometimes he slips. That is so tiring. That is what we fight about whenever we fight at all. And lately its been quite frequently. Cirrus will be a year old on January 14th. Which is amazing because its like I can remember being pregnant but its like it happened to someone else. It is just so hard to imagine that something or someone so big has come out of my body. But I still remember what it felt like to not know what she was going to look like and then feeling her kick me or roll around and the exstatic feeling that I felt the first time that I saw her and felt her. The most beautiful face ever!! Still is. She is by far the best thing I have ever done. She is what I was put here to do. m,o x mkl vc fmm kf m f vk f k jkfcvncbvr. (That was her contribution to my entry ...) I gotta go she is wanting to type on the computer...
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