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Wednesday, Dec. 12, 2001 : 10:26 am
Broke with no food or money for my tummy...
Well, I am updating for the pitiful and pathetic reason of I am sick of seeing the entry on my page currently. (I guess after this it will not be the current entry but as of me writing this that is fine whatever)I am tired of being pregnant. I hurt in my groin area every step that I take. I can feel it in the top of my legs. Constantly. I get off at 3:15 today. I have a doctors appointment at 3:30pm. I am anxious to see just HOW much weight I've gained in a week. Scared is the realistic word. Everyone says it doesn't look like I've gained a lot of weight and then the doctors assistant nurse person always acts all pissed off that I've gained a pound or whatever. Like I didn't gain any weight in a period of 2 weeks once, and she was all, " You are pregnant and need to gain weight here..." and then I gained 10 pounds in a month and she was all pissed off. I've gained a total SO FAR of like 30 pounds. I have nothing to eat for lunch. I haven't been paid yet. So I have NO MONEY at all. I am negative around 40 dollars or so. I still have to make my car payment and I have NO gas in my car. I'm fucked. I have 4 hours til' I get anymore food in my belly. I am already starving. I hate working here. I am serious. I wish I could quit. But with Justen getting his job and me having this one we are going to actually have money for a change to save up. HOPEFULLY. Whatever, gotta go.
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