my life

2001-07-09 : 1:55 p.m.
Good day, a good morning!!

You'd think it'd be gratification and praise? HELL NO! Whats that you say? I don't know I haven't received it yet here. why the hell do i suffer for a job that i'd rather pour gasoline all over and blow up rather than have to step foot inside this building again? Because I'm a drug addict. I dabble in smoking crack. I am having with drawls because my regular dealer is out of town. He is serving a sentence in the pen currently for trying to kill someone who wouldn't pay him his money. (I got out with minor scrapes and bruises, thanks for asking but anyways, since he's out of reach I have't been myself.) I have tried smoking weed to help the cravings but it just doesn't work.

GOd I'm sorry. I have a bad time with being sarcastic. I just can't help it.

Friday was okay Jarrod and Kora came and visited me. I was relieved to see that Jarrod decided to leave his head of hair intact while down for the trip. THANK YOU!!

(For those of you who have seen 10 Things I Hate About You try and picture me saying THANK YOU!! in the way that Boggie Lowenstein says it when he asks the two guys fighting to please take it outside and they crash thru his window. )

I am in a silly mood today. I feel better now that the roomie and I are on speaking terms. I'm not saying we're even close to being best friends but it does make it less stressful on me and the baby. and on me and Justens relationship. He was right.

I am not sure how long it will be til' I say that again so make note of it.

Anyways, Saturday we went to the boat club and saw his moms side of the family and I got to meet his (Justens) Aunt Toni. and his cousin Ryan. He is about 2. He is sooooo cute. He blew kisses at me and was looking at me and giggling. I am soo excited even more now. I don't care if I have a girl or boy now. forget it. I will love either unpresedented amounts.

After that we went to the Galveston Beach. The only beach around here except that its split into about 10. But they're all in Galveston.

I found my first sand dollar ever. That is good luck. and its soo funny cause I was just saying in the car that I'd never found one and there it was in the water real shallow infront of my feet. I looked down and there it was.

Then we went to dinner with my mom and she got drunk. It was soo amusing. She stared into space for like 5 or 10 mins straight. It was cute.

We got our kitten Lionel yesterday morning. He's super cute. Little bugger wouldn't let me sleep. I picked him up by his scruff and spanked him and then threw him off the bed numerous times. Lets say scratching and pawing at my BOOBES!! doesn't feel good!!

Laters and love to you all...

P. S. Read the poem I wrote on the previous entry...

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